The vibe was in the air. You know it. Kids know. I wasn’t welcome or wanted. My mom felt trapped. She didn’t want her husband and she didn’t want kids. She viewed me as a problem. A Nurse’s Prayer Sunflower Poster. Everything that went wrong was my fault. There was never a ‘How was your day?’ or ‘I love you.’ I wouldn’t even call it a childhood. I never had a chance to be a kid. So I started having sex very young. I was only twelve but I was looking for it. I met him in the men’s room of a movie theater. He was a drifter. I never felt hurt, or forced, or manipulated. He never lured me with candy. I didn’t even know the word ‘pedophile’ existed. I was just thankful for the closeness. I visited him on the weekends. There wasn’t much conversation.
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He never asked me about my week. He never asked me about school. What can I say? It was what it was. It wasn’t right or wrong to me. It was a comfort. When I came here I was alone. A Nurse’s Prayer Sunflower Poster. I was sixteen and didn’t speak any English. I remember on the first day of school, some guy was making fun of my younger brother and I punched him. A few guys saw what was happening and ran down the hall to help. They backed me up. And afterward, they said: ‘We want you to join our group.’ So I started hanging out with them. There were a lot of parties and girls. It wasn’t bad at first.