My son always asks when I’ll be home, and I just keep saying ‘soon.’ And even though I’m lonely, I’m much calmer now. Because at least I know they’re eating. Funny Flamingo Pocket T-Shirt. The plan has always been to bring them here, but the problem is passports. The government has stopped giving passports. We applied five months ago but nothing happened. So three weeks ago I gave $600 to a man in government. He promised to help. I’ve been checking the application status every day, but still nothing. I don’t know what’s happening. I thought it would be done by now. The pauses are the worst. Whenever I’m talking to someone, and I don’t know what to say next, and there’s a pause that’s when I start looking at the floor. Then the nervous laughter comes in. And I can’t recover. It’s always been difficult for me.
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Even as a child. Whenever my mom asked me to say ‘hello’ to adults, I’d just look at my feet and mumble under my breath. It comes so naturally to other people. Funny Flamingo Pocket T-Shirt. They express themselves so easily. They’re so happy maybe not always happy but light, and carefree. I try. But it feels like I’m trying to be another person. And I get uncomfortable. And the cycle repeats. I always imagine that people would prefer if I wasn’t around. I never went to the disco when I was young. I’ve never had a romantic relationship. I haven’t even kissed a girl. I do have parents that care about me, and they make sure I know. So I’m thankful for that. But I’d like something more. I want to be a dad one day. I’d like to have a career. I’d like to have a family. But if I can’t learn how to talk with people, I’m afraid that none of those things will happen.