I relate to this man. Not the same thing but my first love (and only one thus far) was also a very scarred person both mentally and physically. Funny Grumpy Llama With Beer Pocket T-Shirt. I grew up privileged and loved but he did not; he group up poor, abused, and neglected. I tried to overlook the bad parts of our relationship as being from his mental illness and past, but it was a toxic relationship in hindsight. He eventually ended things because of he was too overwhelmed by his personal issues to continue a relationship. I loved him but I don’t know if he ever loved me back, he never truly let me in. He cut me out of his life completely and doesn’t use social media really, but I still google his name every few months to make sure he hasn’t committed suicide.
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You never stop caring about a person, even if that person may not be back in your life and hope the best for them. Abandonment issues can wreak havoc on a person. Funny Grumpy Llama With Beer Pocket T-Shirt. I dated someone who appeared cold. She was. Physically we matched up, but in terms of relating romantically, she was closed off. She had learned to build up this wall, that in her own mind she saw as strength. In reality, it’s held her back from experiencing so many beautiful things. I knew it was directly tied to her own father abandoning her. Either way, some people come into our lives for just a season. Honor that and wish/hope for the best.